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Monday, July 16, 2007

heYY dere....ermmm.....itZ gettin cool n tense atmosphere coZ N level is cumin...Gosh....!im streZZ...ya...wat du u aspect...im stuDyin yall!haha...heY...i hav many thinkz dat i wanna confess...eRmmm...first,im Concern bout eqa's story...not dat im "dat" wurriD,but eqa's story ryte...i can feel burdenZ around her..life is uneasy fer her as u can see...my fear is dat..her relationship will b haYwirE!im tinkin if rili miNE is changin..i better find a way to solve it..bCoz i loVe him dearly u noe..itz not dat i wanna choose to b wif him but if he rili mine den....B it...i appreaciate his love n concern..ya..rili i do..im not dat type whereby..lookz is concern..haha...my frenz seemz to b lyk daT!i dont care wat ppl say bout my love one...i dont gif a fucK bout it...u noe...nEh..so far,nobody say bout him...thank goodness...haha....oh ya...!!u noe...i wanna confess sumtink...to all mY frenz,mY dearie......noeing mi is a blessin??nopE...noeing mi is sumtink to do bout life coz..noeing u guys is sumtink dat i learn in my life..to survive n to b love is onli dat i want...to satisfied my needz is also sumtink dat i tink itz got to do wif diz relationship or frnship...ya....!datz more i lyk it...aniwae,i got sumtink up in my mind but i dont noe wat is it...i got sumtink amiss...i've been waitin bout diz burden....aniwaeZ!!i dont care...if itz gonna b bad den B it...coz my life is already bad...y on earth i wanna change..if i wanna change>>>maeb fer the better....ermmm....i guezz...i nid support...hu is on my side...im wurrid bout im gonna b discharged end of diz yr...itz not long u noe...december is fast...where the heck im gonna stay??grandma??haiXX!!!!!life suX to the cORE!!!rili it does....gosh...how i wish i can change it u see...to the better...coz i feel alone doh,i haf alot of frenz...y?y?y?maeb bcoz...life hurtz mi enuff n i haf suffer enuff in diz FUCKin life...ya....im hurt easily...doh,i feel dat i can b strong..but itz jux for a while...how i wish i was nEVER boRN!!so,i no nid to carry problemz..heYY!!c'mon at diz tyme...i wanna enjoy life to the fullest....F.U.L.L.E.S.T!!!<<