Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hiee!!!hiEE!!!long tyme no see...haha...im bz wif my stuffz la...aniwae,derez not much to say..im bored at home...2dayz MC...walao!!!n another thingz is dat im lazy to type...haha....so,wat can i say bout frenz...i miz my frenz,scarriee-family,other frenz...haix!!my guy...he is running today...gud luck baby!!u will haf my support...n dont gif up!lurve n miz u too much...haiz!!derekz gonna go for his NS...W.T.F...!!gonna miz u dude...today,there wil b 3 new gerlz...on sat n sun there will b 2 new guyz...all frm RTC...2 gerlz is under probation n 1 is pregnant...
i nid to change my room...shiT!!i wil miz my fan n my fav.bed...W.T.F!!!lukily i request for 2more fanz...haha....i rili hope we can get along wif da new ppl here...k la...datz all for today..!tomoro im skoolin...haiz!!wat a borE!ok la...signing out....!peaCE!!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

hEYY!!!juX wanna rite diz to my baby!!
Babyboi,im rili sory feR sayin diz coz i noe im in da wrong....i got to noE a few boyZ hu noez u...they did say good + BAD tynkz...buT i take it too deeply n tout dat ure rili one of other boyz...iTZ not ure fren but ure cuzzin n can u aspect mi to not believin dem...i cant believe dat u did buSTED gerLZZ n noW dat i noe ure behaviour i nid to b careful wif u...noT to go far....i hat it wen they actuali aroused mi by askin one BONUZ qn....Gosh!!how i wish dat i can stand up fer u but den..itz my fault dat i didnt noe u dat much coz i already love u..how am i suppose to deny dat particular faCTZ??gOD!!itz my first n da last tyme tokin about diz eventhough i feel rili different wen i heard the "rUMOURZ"...haiXX!!!!HoW am i suppose to lie to myself dat all diZ "RUMOURZ" is damn liEZ!!i cant take diz anymore....loVE is sumtink i treasure..try to break it..i will hurt u more den u hurt mi...rEali fer sure...nOT to b mistaken,coz im rili not in a mood....aniwae,jux b cool n stay cool like im alwaez b...aite!!!sO,todae but thingz started to change wen i heard diz "RUMOURZ"....itz killin mi...waited fer ure kol is sumtink dat i cant wait...but now dat i noe bout it....i guess...i noe,u noe,the public dont noe....aitE!!jux now raymond here....haha..hez cute u c....
im not into it coz i treat him like my bro...hee!!ya...he joke...n add mi in MSN...haha....dat fella!!full of nonsense...hee!!aite2....datz all folkz aite..im tired sick....but i make sumtink good coz i help my fren savin their relationship!!cheerZ!!k la...charlobeteH!!

Monday, July 16, 2007

heYY dere....ermmm.....itZ gettin cool n tense atmosphere coZ N level is cumin...Gosh....!im streZZ...ya...wat du u aspect...im stuDyin yall!haha...heY...i hav many thinkz dat i wanna confess...eRmmm...first,im Concern bout eqa's story...not dat im "dat" wurriD,but eqa's story ryte...i can feel burdenZ around her..life is uneasy fer her as u can see...my fear is dat..her relationship will b haYwirE!im tinkin if rili miNE is changin..i better find a way to solve it..bCoz i loVe him dearly u noe..itz not dat i wanna choose to b wif him but if he rili mine den....B it...i appreaciate his love n concern..ya..rili i do..im not dat type whereby..lookz is concern..haha...my frenz seemz to b lyk daT!i dont care wat ppl say bout my love one...i dont gif a fucK bout it...u noe...nEh..so far,nobody say bout him...thank goodness...haha....oh ya...!!u noe...i wanna confess sumtink...to all mY frenz,mY dearie......noeing mi is a blessin??nopE...noeing mi is sumtink to do bout life coz..noeing u guys is sumtink dat i learn in my life..to survive n to b love is onli dat i want...to satisfied my needz is also sumtink dat i tink itz got to do wif diz relationship or frnship...ya....!datz more i lyk it...aniwae,i got sumtink up in my mind but i dont noe wat is it...i got sumtink amiss...i've been waitin bout diz burden....aniwaeZ!!i dont care...if itz gonna b bad den B it...coz my life is already bad...y on earth i wanna change..if i wanna change>>>maeb fer the better....ermmm....i guezz...i nid support...hu is on my side...im wurrid bout im gonna b discharged end of diz yr...itz not long u noe...december is fast...where the heck im gonna stay??grandma??haiXX!!!!!life suX to the cORE!!!rili it does....gosh...how i wish i can change it u see...to the better...coz i feel alone doh,i haf alot of frenz...y?y?y?maeb bcoz...life hurtz mi enuff n i haf suffer enuff in diz FUCKin life...ya....im hurt easily...doh,i feel dat i can b strong..but itz jux for a while...how i wish i was nEVER boRN!!so,i no nid to carry problemz..heYY!!c'mon at diz tyme...i wanna enjoy life to the fullest....F.U.L.L.E.S.T!!!<<

Sunday, July 8, 2007

heYY!!!gUezz waT??haha...yeSteRdaY,is mY homeleavE!!gosh...itz fUn....n...ouR skUl is havin jyian niTe!!itZ kinD of bored uhh buT...itZ quitE ok la.....n......070707....!!!iM attacHed dUde!!!haha!!!to diZ loVElY gUy hU i tinK im oVer hYm...aaarrrrggghhh...goSh...i luvRe hym.....haha...tok to u tomoro...
gtgt!!!byE!!

Friday, July 6, 2007

heYY....i dON niD a man....haha!!juX noW wE watch moViE sei...tREAnsfORmERZ...hUHuhu!!!bEZ Uhh..mi,eka,apit,acap...
cool huh??
hehe!!beZ Uhh.....hee!!heYY...gOT 3 ppl sOuNd mi...shuCkz!!i prefer onlI 1...i loVe hym..hee!!hee!ya..lOvE hYm n oNli hyM...no oNe else aitE!!deaR,i lOve U no mattEr wat Im will B wiF U..haiZ!!miZ U la...koL mi aitE!!hee!k la...datz all fer todae..
itz gettin tense...haha!!nola...im tired la...k la!!!tomoRo mY homEleave sei..
n also my jyian nite..datZ greaT...!ok la..datZ aboUt it....charlobeteH!!

Thursday, July 5, 2007

hiEE!!!hahaha!!iM cool....todae is quite a "ok" daY....u noe,im tiREd studYing...trainin...eatin...all mY stuffZ!!haha...tIrING UHh...
at da same tymE..boreD Uhh...aniWay,todae i call hYm...hee!we tOk,laugh....haha!!iTZ fUN u noE!!haiZ!!oh ya..tomoro rytE,we watch movie!!yea2!!!!hahaitZ suppoSed to b fun ok!!!ok la..no mood to tok much...
ok la...ChaRloBEteH!!!

Sunday, July 1, 2007

heYY!!im baCK!!i wON 8th poSitIOn fER milKrUn..cool!!aniWaE!!i gOt medAl n adIdaZ beG whiCh i wIsH tO gET...haha!!aTlast!!hee!!i goT iT!!sO,da camP...itZ greaT...N....dereZ alOT OF grEAt gUYZ!!hahahaha!!seRiouZ...im haVin sUm cruSh wif 1 oF da GuyZ!!haha...we WEnT boWliN on DA 2nd daY....ya...cool...buT oVerALL...i lYK da beaUtIfUl ppL camP..iTZ moRE weLL oRGaNISE...buT gUD la...gReaT eXperIeNCe...haha!!!i gOt noE loTZ oF ppl...EDDeN,raYmoND,sitI,n....moRE!!hhaaha!!k la...iM tiREd..juX cUM bCK...haha..goT tO reZT!!aitE!!datZ all...ok laR!!hopIN to rIte tO u toMoRO..aitE!!chaRLObetEH!!